I watch the new batman movie. it was pretty good. i was just distracted so i couldnt really get into it. like, somehow i made this girl give up on dating for ever. i REALLY don't know how or why, but i've screwed up, YET AGAIN. yay fcking me. i don't know what to do with myself. its like. half of me is telling me to give up, and that i can't live without her, but the other half is saying, move on theres others out there, when i know theres no girl out there like her, shes amazing. the most original, down to earth, cutest in everyway, smart, funny, just..stunning..and..theres no one out there like her..i can't believe how i screwed this up..i told her i loved her so many times, i told her i'd always be there..i told her how i'd catch her when she fell. and now it seems like i let her go..sometimes i feel like everyones against me. while the same time, on my side. the world is a tug of war of life and death, a constant stail mate till one side pulls too hard, and the balance is broken. im the ever lasting flag between this rope. there is no real hope of clinging to one side of the rope forever when the other side will relentlessly pulls you, till you cave.

Well..sorry if that was a little..different. but i sometimes express myself in wierd ways, and when i'm upset i use medaphors and philosophy to represent life as i see it.

If you read that, then i truely thank you, with all my heart<3

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