Meh is my new word, I say it all the time now o_o I think it's because that's how I am most of the time. Just so apathetic.

Yeah yeah I know I haven't written a blog in a long time, I've been like busy and stuffs? Like last sunday (not yesterday but the week before), I had a party at my house, which is weird for me since I don't do parties or people for that matter. It turned out pretty well, we couldn't find the beach so we stayed here and swam in the pool, and my friend Sally has a underwater camera, so we were taking underwater pictures mwuahahaha. Then we had a poker tournament, of course I won. Everyone put in $1, so that was $7 total, $5 for 1st and $2 for 2nd. $4 profit baby! Biiiiiiig spendaaaa!

Do I sound a little out of it? Cuz I am. Ever since a couple of days ago, I've been feeling really sniffly, and yesterday (my dad's birthday) I kept sneezing and coughing. Today I woke up feeling sick to my stomach (only 6 am here lol), and I am super tired with a headache but I couldn't fall back asleep. It's probably from me swallowing all that nasty junk while I was sleeping. I'm contemplating whether I should get on Maple and try to find a Himes map, watch Strawberry Panic, or make a new sig (because today I'm getting new NX! Oh and I joined another guild!)

What's that? Joined another guild? After I said how awesome DarkBlade is? Well....MusicsRyann, who is awesome (2 people play the account, so I can never tell if it's Michelle or Ryan o_o) was really tired of our leader's bullcrap. Which is true, Dan can be very very mean, especially to people who don't like GPQ or lower leveled players. (If I could sum him up in one phrase, it would be "FKIN NOOB!!!1" cuz he says that to ppl in gpq all the time haha). So some of us (namely the higher leveled ones) decided to branch off and create our own guild, AreWeGodsYet. I'm still highest level lol. (103 now!) I was really sad though because my friend Nega decided he was gonna go back to Meridian and he gave this really sweet goodbye to me since I was the only one on. Like how I was his favorite guildie from both DarkBlade and AWGY, and how I deserve alot of good memories and stuff like that, and told me to stay special. And people say that the Maplestory community is bad!

Errrrrr......I decided to try to work on a sig. GL with that! haha....*puts up profile playlist since she can't get Fair To Midland's "Dance of the Manatee" out of her head*

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Random title for a random blog. I was bored so I changed my picture...I'm the 2nd from the left in the blue shirt, you can't really see me really well, even if you click on it in my profile because it makes the picture really distorted. Meh, will probably change it pretty soon. I'm so sexy I can't stand it [/sarcasm]. I have alot of stuff coming up so maybe I'll get better pictures of me. For some reason I do not look good in pictures ever, I think I look fine when I look in the mirror but in pictures I look weird O___O

I finally decided to start training yesterday, I'm up to 53% I think. I died though because my stupid a** antivirus has to "alert" me when it updates, which is everyday. I can't find where you can turn those stupid things off either. I was fighting Cornians, which isn't too bad of exp, and a nice change to those stupid wyverns. I want to go to himes though, maybe when I'm done writing this I'll play for awhile.

I led my first GPQ the other day, usually Dan (guild ldr) does but he had to go so I did it. Other than taking forever on the 1st part it went really well. We got to boss...then died LOL.

My dad just won $60 from a $1 scratch off ticket XP. It was $30 but since there was a pawprint (dog-themed), you get double. We've always agreed that anything above $50 we split, but now he's spouting this BS about well it's only $30 that's doubled. I think I'll use my half to buy NX, my clothes expire in a couple weeks, and then I can revive my pet too XD.

I was bored while my dad was playing poker last night so I'm playing through Baten Kaitos again (1st one). Damn, I forgot how much I love that game. I have a character crush on Gibari <3. I know, weird. I should be playing Tales of Symphonia again, since the next one comes out this fall for Wii. ToS is THE BEST GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait! (oh, and yes, character crush on Regal XD)

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So I see that my name is almost as big as Calto's. That's fun. But I'm still the 5th ranked blogger? The people who blog the most are Calto and Emdaawg....hmmm...I'll catch up I suppose.

I had to drive to get my brother today. My dad had a sugar fit (he's hypoglycemic, which basically means he has low blood sugar sometimes). Which was a pain, but oh well. We got those new shakes from Wendy's, they were kind of nasty. Chocolate fudge....ew.

I downloaded the patch....at first I tried to do auto patch but no, after 1 1/2 hours it wasn't done so I did manual...took 5 min LOL. They really screwed stuff up this patch, I MPQed on my level 100! O_O I tried to take ss but it didn't work and by then I was in Ariant, aka Fail Town. Seriously why bother putting that place in. The quests are stupid. :( Then I went to Newties for the first time, I found a nice spot where I can spam Ice Strike and basically have a constant spawn of 4. They're 3800 exp each, but 2 don't give exp, they just transform and if you kill that one you get 8000 exp XD.

I kept dcing though. My internet is failing right now, I don't know why. I unplugged the router cuz it seemed hot then played Sims, it's working now (hopefully). I want to set up shop for the night and not dc.

Mardia ch1 is down, how lame is that? And the new "bronze sack" is retarded. 500k nx for 1 mil mesos. Supposedly to deter meso selling websites. First, meso selling websites sell for half of that. Second, MASSIVE INFLATION! Less people will gacha (because they want guaranteed money), and more money will be in circulation, driving up prices. Third, this totally screws up my MTSM system, since everything will basically be 500k nx per 1 mil meso value. I have about 4000 nx saved up too to spend....>.< Nexon says they're just testing it out for 2 weeks, I wrote my bit on the topic on the forums, I suggest everyone do so too.

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So my dad didn't die. Actually he did alot better than I thought he was gonna, they kept him concious during the surgery which would've been scary for me. I guess he fell asleep and didn't remember anything though, so it's ok. We got there around 11:15, my sister and brother came too. We sat in the waiting room while they got my dad ready, then we went back to see him before. The surgery was supposed to start at 1:30, but at 1:45 he still wasn't gone and we left to go get lunch. Hospital food FTW. We got him a balloon and a Charleston Chew for later XP. After my dad woke up my sister and brother had to leave, my brother had his first softball thing last night.

I thought my dad was gonna be all weak and stuff but he seemed normal. I still had to drive him home though, but we left at 4:30 so the traffic wasn't too bad. Unfortuently our blinkers stopped working. They randomly start and stop working. I know, weird. We ended up stopping at Krogers to fill my dad's Viodin prescription and we got some stuff, like pop, some frozen stuff, and some medical supplies, like gauze so he can change his dressing, and stool softeners (LOL) because I guess you can get constipated? Idk...but the guy working as the pharmacy tech could've filled my prescription anyday. And then we got scratch offs and I won $10! W00t.

I got hit on the other day. Tuesday I had to go get the oil changed and fill up the car. I use my dad's car more than my dad so whatever. I go in and they're changing the oil, and the guy opened my door to spray WD40 on it, and he goes "wow something smells really good" Since I'm right there he kind of sniffs and says "it must be your shampoo. Aussie?" I say no, Herbal Essences. And then he says something along the lines of "I love fruity smelling stuff". Um, weird. For a guy who works at an oil changing place, not TOO bad, until he laughed. Worst teeth ever.

Basilmarket works now! Huzzah! I forgot how I'm so dependent on that website to get cheap goods to resell or for MTSM. Unfortuently, I couldn't make the trades that were already up, or leave feedback for some. I left a negative feedback for one, because I had added him to BL and he was NEVER on. I couldn't send him a message because his basil name was different than in IGN. He left me a neutral, so I felt kind of bad. But I was mad because this guy left me my first neg feedback! I was supposed to buy a YWG from  him, and he said "shoot I sold it" with a neg feedback for me. WTF? If YOU accidentially sold it why leave ME neg feeback? And then I was mad because I couldn't leave this guy neg FB. I was supposed to buy 2 60% glove att scrolls for him for 6 mil, a fantastic deal. I BL him, he gets on, I tell him what I'm buying, he says "brb", then I never hear from him again. I hate people like that! >.<

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Yes, aching again. Nope, not sunburn. Yesterday was father's day and all. Yay steak. Then me and my sister went and played some kickball for 3 hours. THAT'S where the aching comes from. I'm not one for "exercising" or "moving" for that matter. I was like panting and stuff, not fun. Well after a while I got used to running and whatever so it was fun. Our team totally beat the other team. I was the worst one of course but I scored alot of points anyways. (note: out of shape people should not play 4v4 kickball for 9 whole innings. Bad for the legs).

Well by then it was dark, and dark clouds were rolling in with lightning going off. So after some (failed) attempts to get all 8 of us doing a jumpshot (ground AND metal bleachers....I swear I don't know why I am friends with these people sometimes XP) we head over to Sarah's house for some Rum to 500/Ace of Base groovin' action. Sam and Charlotte went out to get pizza during this really nasty thunderstorm, and apparently on the radio it said they spotted a tornado in Essexville (where I live, I was in Midland). I was kind of freaking out, since it was 10:30 pm and my dad and Cheryl were asleep. I thought: what if they didn't hear the siren and didn't get to the basement? I imagined the house torn in half with my precious Wii smashed to pieces (seriously, I dreamed about that last night). Good thing that nothing bad happened to our house XP.

I have my new sig made by Emmadaawg and it's awesome XP. It's up on the Nexon/Sleepywood forums. Woot! I put listings on Nexon, Sleepywood, and Basilmarket for recruiting for DarkBlade....I'm a Jr. (I should be, highest level), and Dan the leader wants us to recruit lv 60+ people. I don't know if it's gonna be successful, but hey at least I tried. Maybe if I talk to Dan about it we can start a guild website but idk about that one. The guild websites that I was on in my previous guilds were usually empty.

Speaking of Maplestory I'm pissed! So my smoochies/sparkle eyes expired today, so I decided to charge $5 via PayPal to get those back, plus the sweetness face, and 2 gach tics. So that's what I did, got my stuff, then logged onto my other char. I went into trade while I afked for a couple min. I came back and noticed that the 811 nx I had saved up for MTSM was gone. Stupid Nexon! Nx via PayPal can't be used in MTS...but I had 811 saved up but I guess they took that 811 out first? idk, stupid. I just got a safety charm with 700...so I have 111 nx I can't use (along with 100 maplepoints from last thanksgiving O_O)

Actually, it turned out to be a good thing. See, I was kpqing on my other char, and I met some guy and we were talking about our other char. He wanted me to help him get the mysterious powders from MDTs for his lv 61 sin. Yeah, definately can't freeze those. But, I did it on my char a few days ago and it wasn't too hard so I figured what the heck. So I'm killing the monsters, in the middle of a mob, when my antivirus pops up. It does that alot...something about registering for something. By the time I go back into maplestory I had died. But hey, didn't lose exp because I had the safety charm! So I guess I'm okay with it.

Ugh, I'm in a leveling slump. 4 more levels and my comp is maxed...then I have nothing but supportive/nonuseful stuff to max after that....and plus the first 7-8 levels of a set(?) are always harder. Like 100-107 is harder for me than 108-110. Idk....I don't like red wyverns, but that's basically it to train on till 105. I can do himes but they're almost always full, squids are crap, and goby parties are hard to find. Idk....I'm too poor to leech the next 20 levels so that's out of the question XP. I'll have to do some hardcore grinding tomorrow before I'm off for a few days due to my dad's surgery...I'll be nice and give him the comp XP

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Ew, I'm aching all over. See, today I had to help my dad set up our new hammock. Usually I don't like it when I have to help my dad put together things (see: 6 hours to put together computer desk), but this was pretty easy. My little brother Nicholas comes to spend the night every Saturday so he was there too (well he's here right now but that's beside the point).

So after we get the thing set up we lay on it for awhile, while my dad's gf Cheryl was cleaning out the pool. Of course Nicholas wants to go swimming, he loves the water. I didn't really feel like swimming, it was barely 80, and where I live it is windy all the time. Even though the sunlight was nice. So I have to sit on the deck and watch him swim for 2 hours. I eventually get bored enough to pass off supervising duty to my dad and I go inside. Yep, got toally sunburned. I usually don't, I have slightly darker skin compared to my brother and sister, plus I try to stay out of the sunlight as much as possible. My face is all red, I was wearing a v-neck teeshirt and I have a triangle at the top of my chest. My arms are pretty burnt, but my left one is way more red than the other. For some reason getting sunburned makes me tired.

Tomorrow is Father's Day. I'm picking up my sister from my mom's house around noon and then we're coming back here for grilling out. Then later I'm going over my mom's house for the night because me and some friends are gonna play kickball! Wheee....

Today I lost 6%....started out at 18% then my guildie (guild leader actually), had the bright idea of us 2 fighting Manon. He's a level 85 or 86 crusader. Yep, that worked out wonderfully. Died 2 times before we gave up. Of course he was at 1% when we started. Then he suggested we go to himes! Didn't die there, although when we walked in the map we saw Black Crow but we got out in time. I did get my Pap pre-quests done though...so all I need is a medal thing and I can fight Pap! Check back in 20 levels XP

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I'm not a very superstitious person. I don't get upset if I don't say "Rabbit Rabbit" as the first thing when I wake up on the first day of the month, I don't believe that bs about ch17 fm 17 scrolling (or any of that scrolling stuff). I certainly do not believe in Friday the 13th being a unlucky day. But, for once, today was actually pretty bad.

Well, of course the big news, about Tim Russert dying. Believe it or not I like to watch news/politics from time to time (and not just Dan Abrams, although he is SMOKIN' HOT....mmmmm). Anyways, Meet the Press was always a great show when I watched it and it's sad he won't be around anymore.

The my dad's gf's son started his summer vacation today. Ugh....see, I'm a pretty solitary person. What we refer to as "loner". Don't feel bad, I LIKE being alone most of the time. And it doesn't help the fact that I can't stand Justin (that's his name). He's 14 going on 3 I swear. No, you do not even know. I could go on and on how terrible he is, yelling at his mom all the time, just his general rudeness and surliness. I think he knows by now that if he bothers me he'll suffer the consequences. And on Wednesday my dad's gonna be off of work for a month...goodbye summer vacation. Jk, my dad's ok, it's just for the first week I'll have to take care of him while he's recovering from his surgery.

Today it rained. It has been raining alot lately. Not as bad as out in the plains area, with the Iowa River flodding and all that stuff. In fact, we need the rain. The Great Lakes are pretty low (I live about 3 miles from the bay. Hold out your hand in the shape of the mitten. I live right about where it curves between your thumb and forefinger).

Good day for one person though: R.Kelly, who got acquitted of some child porn thing. Good for him if he didn't do it. (Idk I didn't follow the trial). *sings Trapped in the Closet*

Ever have one of those nights where you can't get to sleep? I'm tired as hell but I feel nervous for some reason and it's making my stomach upset. I'm redownloading Audition right now lol. *sings Chewing Gum by Annie* 

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So I'm kind of pissed off at Maplestory right now. 1st: I accomplished one of my many goals today, to solo a Headless Horseman. It wasn't that hard actually, except it cost lots of pots. Took about 15 min and I got over 3% (360k exp I believe). It dropped crap though, a barb elixir, 1100 mesos, and a jack-o-lantern, which you can't even sell. WTF. I think that when you kill something for the first tme, it should drop something! Or at least a boss....

2nd reason Nexon fails: GPQ. We finally get to the boss today...and yeah, we all died. WTF is with Ergoth being so hard? With this 1/1 and healing bull? Ugh....sure, we had some nub members, but there were 4 of us over 85. It's like you HAVE to have all pro members to finish the quest. Which is dumb

3rd reason Nexon fails: so I was bored so I decided to get my zquests done. Yeah, I know, THAT bored. I get the keys okay, but then I get to the jq. I suck at jq, I think they're the dumbest thing ever invented. Seriously. The first part was okay, I did it in maybe 10 min. The 2nd part I could not do to save my life. Well, I know a couple people who would be willing to do it for me (for a price of course but hey, I have over 20 mil mesos). And hey, I figure, I already got the first part done, so they'll charge me less. But I was like, will they send me back? Well, I'd have to log off eventually, so I did and logged back in. YEP! They sent me wayyyy back to the part where you jump down the mine shaft. WTF!?!?!? I spent that time and money doing the first part and they won't count it!? Dumbest thing ever!!!!!!

Oh, and I missed me being rank 1337. I'm rank like 1240 or something in Mardia. Which is sad, I wanted to take a ss of the page with me being rank 1337. -.-

*side note: Why is it that when something is stupid, you say it fails, but if it's awesome, you don't say it passes? Other way around, you say something wins, but something stupid doesn't lose?*

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No, I'm not talking about the show. Never watched it (though the math genius dude is super hot).

Numbers, an abstract idea to keep count of things, facinate us. We revolve our whole lives around numbers. Our schedules, or even time in general, tell us where to go and how long to stay there. Numbers have a magical property. You could be sitting there the night before your 18th birthday. When the clock strikes midnight, you suddenly can smoke, gamble, vote, etc. You weren't any different 5 minutes before.

Ok, enough with all the higher thinking crap. (note: Mountain Dew at 10 pm is not a good thing). Let's talk about some better numbers! Like me getting to level 100 today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!! It took long enough. Well, on Monday night I was gonna level, but then this HUGE a** junebug thing was in my room, getting all up in my business. I am kind of scared (read: petrified) of any bugs, especially big ones that fly and make lots of noise. I literally jump out of my chair, leaving my char in the middle of a mob of red wyverns. I didn't die though, they weren't attacking me and they went to the other side of the platform. I quick went back, logged off, and spent the night in the living room haha. When my dad and his gf got up for work at 4:30 that morning they were like wtf. I told them the story and my dad said just suck it up with the vaccum. Our vaccum isn't an upright kind...it's like this big part then this long hose which you attach to the sucking part. I would just suck it up with the hose part.

Well yesterday I was kind of scared to go upstairs. I know, this is really depressing. I'm 20 years old and scared to go into my room because of a junebug. Anyways, so I go up later in the afternoon (I needed to take a shower lol). I tried to log on to play Maple, but then Dan, the stupid leader of our guild, basically demands I gpq. So I do that until I dc from the game (random lag). I ate dinner and whatever, and about this time last night the junebug came back out. I was like wtf. Well at this point it was too late to get out the vaccum to suck it up. I tried just going to bed but I'm kind of a paranoid person. I hid myself underneath the blanket but I swear it was on my blanket. So back downstairs to the living room. Now my dad's kind of pissed because I'm too big of a baby to kill a junebug. Trust me, I would if I could.

So I get back on today and leveled. Later I went through my room and did a quick cleanup and vaccumed. I THINK I saw the damned bug in the trash. About 75% sure (wanted to act quick). I sucked it up with the vaccum. And I took the trash bag out that it was in (only about 1/2 full but I'm not taking any chances). I'm still super paranoid though. I might just call it an early night, hoping I can fall asleep before the thing gets up if it's still here.

Another great number: my profile on here has almost over 9000 views, which confuses me. Okay, I will admit, I do "view" my profile alot, but that's just for my project playlist that I listen to while training. (Some great songs on there! XD) But maybe 3 or 4 times a day. Idk, maybe the viewing thing hiccuped and gave me a whole bunch of views.

Another wonderful number(s); 20 int, 5 slots. Heck yes bitches! That's right, that's MY Blue Bazura. Taking alot of money: 27 mil on 3 failed 30%s (1 failed and I got rid of, 2 blew up). The 4th one I actually got from a quest. The 4 overalls were about 1 mil total. And the 4 60% overall int scrolls were on average 15 mil each. So far it's 88 mil. I didn't even notice I had so much money until now. Not to mention spending about 23 mil on my Blue Marine, and 25 mil on the staff scrolls (only 2 worked T_T). I used to have about 100 mil in the bank, now I'm down to 5 mil on me, 5 mil on my mule, and maybe 25 mil in storage. *sigh*, mages are expensive XP

One last number, a sadder one: 3 months. That's how long (at least), my maple hubby Chris is gonna be gone from Maple. I asked him when he was coming back (we email on basilmarket haha). Today he replied back saying "preferably not at all this summer", citing that he wants to get a job (me too T_T), hang out with his new gf (met her via text, very romantic /sarcasm), go golfing (wtf!?), and not play maple all day. Ok, yes, you shouldn't be playing maple all day (when would you play Sims? jk jk). Yes, jobs/gf are important. Golf, not so much? But what I don't get is that he won't be on at ALL? Even a couple hours a week? Just to do an apq or something and talk to his buddies? I think he's quitting for good and just won't tell me. Especially since his friend Ray (who is the leader of Phoenicia), asked me that if Chris quit, if I would join his guild. The answer is still no. I <3 DarkBlade.

I mean, yes, it will be sad if Chris quits. I knew it was going to happen eventually. One day I will quit Maplestory, but not for the forseeable future. But at least let me know, so I can get over it. He's not just my maple hubby, he's a friend that I've come to know pretty well, even if I don't know what he looks like. But that way I can divorce him and maybe get married to someone else (for the couple bonus in apq...still looking for someone to teach me apq). Ok, maybe not divorce him but still. I hate when people quit and don't tell anyone.

*note: I really think that if someone deletes you from BL their name should be deleted from you BL as well. Would prevent awkward situations like the one where my previous friend Omnideuce got a parade of smegas on his getting to Shadower, only for me to look and have it look like he wasn't online. Just saying...*

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